- Depression: See those pills?
- Me: Leave me alone.
- Depression: No, I'm always with you. Listen to me. Look at those pills.
- Me: No.
- Depression: I know you're looking at them. Take them.
- Me: No I need to think about this
- Depression: Don't think about it. Everyone's better off without you. You deserve this. You can just end it all, right now. If you just. take. those. pills.
- Me: ...should I?
- Depression: You should, you stupid piece of shit.
came to terms with why i binge then starve myself…. no anti depressant will make me feel like that when I’m eating something good, you know before the guilt sets in. I think that’ll just be the last problem I try working on, depression and anxiety have already taken over.
I just hate how long recovery will take… if i get there. Because life is just passing me by. Part of me doesn’t really care, but a small part wishes i could stop time, get myself together and start where i left off.
